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Short of being in wreck, pretty much everything went wrong today, an excellent set of indicators for what came later. Couldn't reach people, someone I really wanted to see was tied up in a protracted phone call, I handed over my Christmas check instead of the payment check at the office and had to go back and swap it for the right one, a previously solved domestic problem rose from the dead, I had barbed comments thrown at me by two relatives, I was near missed coming and going, and the alleyway by which I reach the street was blocked by several huge boxes placed for garbage pickup but had tipped over, forcing me to stop the car and pick them up. Total struggle day, followed by feeling so drained and raw I retreated to my room after dinner and played chill out music, only to be ripped to pieces and cry rivers while trying to relax and regroup. Even with extra meds, the pain is intense from skull to soles, especially skull, neck and shoulders. Feels like there's more to come so am off to find a better distraction. It's 9:55 p.m. here, and I hope none of you has to go through this.
John
John
