Betty in Texas Fri 19 Feb 2010, 3:13 am
I am posting in several places now--prophecies, the yahoo site, and this one. I even hesitate to go to Brian's site as I can't remember what I have posted where now. So forgive me if you hear this story twice.
I had very bad feelings about Bopp for two days prior to the big announcement of the closing of the earthboppin forum. I had never written an email to Bopp but I guess it was Sunday, I started thinking that I should make a financial contribution because of reading a message in which Trapper said he paid to be on the site. Being a relative newcomer, I really did not know what he meant and wanted to inquire of Ryan as to whether he needed more donations and exactly what a paying member meant. I wanted to do my share as I had come to really love and care a lot about the earthboppin family--well, the majority that is.
He had commented a few weeks ago that finances were holding up for the time being. I cannot tell you how heavily the urge to email him was. I went to the website at noon that day to email him and found the message. I was totally LOST! I had had several dreams about my family going on a journey and leaving me suddenly that I had posted. On Monday, I broke down in tears because of a deep depression I was feeling but had no idea what it was. I felt something was going to happen to my family. I was filled with anxiety for those couple of days before the website shut down.
Then, I went into a state of panic as I had only one email address of boppers. That was Terra and I have not heard back from her.
Then, I remembered several members had mentioned prophecies so I joined that one the same day, and yes, there were several boppers already there. I do know that when I went to the archives last night, you could still click on the names and their emails would come up so that might be the answer for those who are still lost.
I remember when I first start emailing at earthboppin someone referred to a troll and I in my naive innocent state had no idea what they were talking about. I have noticed a lot of newcomers lately who had an acid personality. I did not like this at all and for my part anyone who cannot show love and understanding can just stay away from this site.
I watched the movie Celestine Prophecy again on Sunday and realized that we can use our positive energy through magnifying our love as a unit to break the clutch of the darkside. Right now we do not know what influenced Ryan to close the site without warning but I believe it must have been something pretty significant to not give us a heads up. My prayers are with him.
Betty in Texas