well, hello everyone...
it's Spring officially today
Nice day, not as sunny as yesterday, but warm in the afternoon
and it's now 7:13pm in Lafayette, CA
Mike is improving, last three days he says he feels "normal," like he has no fever, more energy perhaps, but he really has to stay seated now, not lying in bed all day, blood pressure drops rapidly.
he has no appetite. eats, but the food he eats is well, he thinks it's what he needs...he can't stand the smell of "meat," etc. so he's on vegie/diabetes menu...lots of starch, white flour!?, canned fruit! non fat milk, cans of ensure, etc. yuck..he won't eat.
anyway, i did not have a good week. i went thru lots of stuff, let's say
financial, legal, personal and I'm at a cross roads now
i did write some lyrics today though, with melody...new song to work on
so that's positive
i've been waking up at 3:20am today and 4:00 yesterday, so I'm tired and then today i was doing laundry and bent down just as the guy drove up to buy a dresser from me and my left hip blew..wham..spasm...that was 6 hrs ago...now i'm hurting a lot...have a gig tomorrow..ouch
saw Mike anyway for a short time and brought my paintings that I've done. I've been posting them on facebook, but what I"m going to do is, make a website book to link to and you'll be able to see my artwork, past and present. it's what I really like to do now. Paint.
draw...create, but really create. See what you are creating! first, not like you're driving and not knowing where you are driving to...that's being a passenger isn't it? You have to know what you're going to put on that "canvass," or wall or doodle on a napkin at your favorite Thai restaurant.
anyway, tomorrow is my son, Alex's, 24th birthday! I cannot believe he's that old...but he' so young and so mature that compared to my 21 yr old son, I dare not to even try.
thank you all for caring about me and michael
i have a place to share and a family who seems to care
and we know who we are
and we follow those who move us
i'm elated today to know that i have you guys and gals as my internet family
even if we communicate in dual sites...
we are connected now...someone can shut us down and we won't be shut down
so when that happens, or Calif. falls into the ocean, or hawaii has a quake no one knows about
and Obama says there was a quake..huh?
good nite for now...
thank you all and one
and think of white light all the time
it's Spring officially today
Nice day, not as sunny as yesterday, but warm in the afternoon
and it's now 7:13pm in Lafayette, CA
Mike is improving, last three days he says he feels "normal," like he has no fever, more energy perhaps, but he really has to stay seated now, not lying in bed all day, blood pressure drops rapidly.
he has no appetite. eats, but the food he eats is well, he thinks it's what he needs...he can't stand the smell of "meat," etc. so he's on vegie/diabetes menu...lots of starch, white flour!?, canned fruit! non fat milk, cans of ensure, etc. yuck..he won't eat.
anyway, i did not have a good week. i went thru lots of stuff, let's say
financial, legal, personal and I'm at a cross roads now
i did write some lyrics today though, with melody...new song to work on
so that's positive
i've been waking up at 3:20am today and 4:00 yesterday, so I'm tired and then today i was doing laundry and bent down just as the guy drove up to buy a dresser from me and my left hip blew..wham..spasm...that was 6 hrs ago...now i'm hurting a lot...have a gig tomorrow..ouch
saw Mike anyway for a short time and brought my paintings that I've done. I've been posting them on facebook, but what I"m going to do is, make a website book to link to and you'll be able to see my artwork, past and present. it's what I really like to do now. Paint.
draw...create, but really create. See what you are creating! first, not like you're driving and not knowing where you are driving to...that's being a passenger isn't it? You have to know what you're going to put on that "canvass," or wall or doodle on a napkin at your favorite Thai restaurant.
anyway, tomorrow is my son, Alex's, 24th birthday! I cannot believe he's that old...but he' so young and so mature that compared to my 21 yr old son, I dare not to even try.
thank you all for caring about me and michael
i have a place to share and a family who seems to care
and we know who we are
and we follow those who move us
i'm elated today to know that i have you guys and gals as my internet family
even if we communicate in dual sites...
we are connected now...someone can shut us down and we won't be shut down
so when that happens, or Calif. falls into the ocean, or hawaii has a quake no one knows about
and Obama says there was a quake..huh?
good nite for now...
thank you all and one
and think of white light all the time